remembering to go within, when the without makes not much sense…
These words came to me this morning as I was chatting with a friend.
I thought, Wow, where did that come from? And it is so true right now.
It seems I’ve been on the road and barely connected for three weeks or more now, and I woke up this morning feeling a little down, a little sad, a little overwhelmed.
I went outside and said hello to the morning, knowing I needed to go within, and all would be well. I put my feet on the earth, and just sat and absorbed some sun filtering through the leaves.
I’m still faced with a bit of packing, a lot of loading, loads of uncertainty, miles of driving, and who knows what else, as I make my way back out to Pagosa Springs.
As I sat, trying to listen instead of thinking for a moment, something very powerful slipped into my awareness.
You.
I began to see and feel a procession, a gathering, of all the friends I enjoy: all the loving hearts I know personally, no matter how physically distant they may appear. And with every face or name that arose, I lost count (thank goodness), and felt in awe of how much power that – seemingly tiny – bit of knowledge – connectedness – wields.
So I’m moved to share this brief post, in gratitude, just to say thank you.
Thank you for entering my life, and for returning from time to time… usually just when I’m craving contact.
Thank you for showing me – proving to my sometimes stubborn resistance – that this world is a glorious magical place, in which people appear like dreams to walk with us.
Thank you for being brilliant, each in your own ways, for inspiring me and opening my mind.
Thank you for journeying with me – I am deeply honored.
Side-note: As I went to look for an image to add to this post, I was guided to a picture I took late last year of a small Chinese carving of a moose, that a friend has in her home. I had no idea why… until I found this explanation at www.in5d.com. I think I understand the “why” of the golden color, but I’ll await your insights as to the possible meaning of the moose being rotated into a diamond shape… at least it’s looking upward!
MOOSE MEDICINE:
Magic of life and death, sacred energy is opened, camouflage self, conceal ideas/thoughts/actions until the appropriate time, life is awakening and moose will acknowledge the truths that are needed by your spirit. Aids in moving emotions for awareness, teaches strength, wisdom and patience. Moose gives you the ability to move swiftly but silently with wisdom. Are you being gentle with yourself? Do you need to more graceful and humble or speak up more? Moose will show you balance along with how strength can be found in gentleness and how to deal with situations.
Our powerful moose cousin is a symbol of courage and determination. Those who know the moose spirit proudly walk with grace and have universal knowledge. The power of their presence is awesome and inspiring.
Moose calves are born with their eyes open. Those who follow the moose medicine see life situations with clarity and can see into the beyond.
The moose’s huge antlers protect it during battle and represent the tree of knowledge. This teaches us to shield ourselves from life’s many adversaries with truth and spiritual understanding.
The adult male can stand over 7 feet tall and weigh 1,200 pounds. Its size and lumbering appearance is deceiving because the moose is agile and fast. Moose spirit guides bring these same qualities to the individual who seek their wisdom.
Despite its great size, moose can camouflage itself very well and can move silently and quickly through its terrain. This teaches us ways to become invisible when necessary and not allow our powerful presence to become overbearing to others.
The bellow of the male moose can be heard for many miles. This trait shows us that our great presence can be known to all when necessary.
The appearance of the moose is both awkward and graceful at the same time. These traits are translated in human terms as instruction in ways to be gracious and relaxed in our dealings with others.
Moose have a keen sense of smell and hearing. The spirit guide of the moose will often bring messages of future events yet unseen.
The sheer power and strength of the moose is tremendous. Those who walk with the moose know the value of good self-esteem and quickly discover their walk in life.
(from in5d.com: http://www.in5d.com/animal-symbolism-totems-and-dream-analysis.html)
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Wow, Leslee, what a beautiful post. Thank you for all your kind words :) I too, am very thankful for having all of YOU in my life. I feel so blessed that Cheri’ and I are a part of this magical family. I personally don’t know much of the moose, except that they are remarkably beautiful and striking. I have to tell you, Cheri’ and I have had a strangely strong calling to Pagosa Springs. We have been using our pendulums and have both been getting the same answers. “YES” they say, “move to Pagosa, and soon” they say! What do we do from there? I do not know. Where to live? I do not know. BUT, we are being called regardless, so, that being said, who knows! We might just be neighbors! I love you Leslee, and I thank you for being YOU, Namaste’
Hi, Mike! I think you know you’re not the only ones with that urge! And I think there is something to it, although I also think the Crew is holding some cards close to their chest… I know that Mark Kimmel has been on a break after the conference, but I believe he returns this week. I was just happy to find a storage unit, so now I know I’ve got some roots in the ground there… as well as most of my crystal collection staying with a friend there… ;) The consistent message I have been getting is to follow guidance and trust. every other word: trust. There are a lot of people – who are not online – who are also working their way there… And there were a to of people who were very excited about the Abi-Qor news/images. And many are talking in terms of communities rather than single-family homes… sort of like SaLuSa mentions today. So, my goal for now is to get some packing done, and when I get online this evening to remember to get on the computer that can handle more than one window at a time, and has all the photos on it! ;D See you soon!
:D I don’t know what I would be doing right now if I hadn’t found all of you. It doesn’t matter. I have direction and purpose now; things I never had before. Thank you for a beautiful post, and insight on moose.
love to all
I have been lost due to my spiritual self trying to find those who know ,feel deep with their hearts that Earth is more than bricks and mortar. That the universe is vast and that we are not alone. Many readings and searches lead me down many roads now I have found home here fills my heart with wonder and joy. I too am so pleased to be a part of something so magical and I too have a strong pull to Pagosa Springs and I am in New Zealand. The American Indians have always held a special place in my heart maybe this is part of a past I do not remember. Leslee thank you for allowing me to follow your amazing journey. Much love and light dear sister. :)
May the Spirit of the Golden moose Guides and Protects You, my dear Sister of Light, Leslee Hare, yes, Trust is the word because to Trust means to Love :) and Love is aception, the acception is healing and transmutation
My Heart is with you and I wish You all Suns smiling to you, dear dear Leslee
Thank You for Your Beautiful Presence in my Life!
( ( SUN ) )
gotta love the moose! Travel lightly my dear.
I saw several moose last weekend, as close as 50 yards across on open field! They are impressive creatures.
I met a moose when I was working for the BC Forest Service as a fire tower lookout man in the 70s. I was wandering through the forest and came upon a small lake – standing knee deep in the lake was a moose chewing on lake weed. I was so close I could have touched his / her shaggy, primitive, insect bitten hide. The animal ignored my presence and kept on feeding. I felt i had traveled back in time. Your connection with the earth is so like that of the moose. The earth is where we root ourselves back to the Mother and no interference is relevant. When you place your feet on the holy soil in awareness you will be reconnected…
I’m just now finding this comment, John… Thank you so much! You are so right… I plan to do some of that connecting tomorrow, now that some “business” has been taken care of. I’ll keep that moose in mind, as I go of in search of the springs… I bet being a fire tower lookout man was quite a lifestyle!
Thanks for your comment Leslee – working on fire towers was one of the highlights of my life and one day I will post about my experiences…